Britney Spears faced a tough time since her breakdown. She says her life is even worse than a jail sentence. However she been brave throughout and trying to heal slowly. "I have really good days, and then I have bad days," the singer, 26, admits in a new fly-on-the wall, 90-minute documentary, Britney: For The Record, to air in the U.S. Nov. 30 on MTV and in the U.K. Dec. 1 on Sky1. After her public meltdown earlier this year she is continuously struggling to regain her control on life, she says candidly: "Even when you go to jail, y'know, there's the time when you're gonna get out. But in this situation, it's never ending. It's just like [the Bill Murray movie] Groundhog Day." She adds, "I'm having to pay for it for a really long time."
As we all know Spears was hospitalized for mental treatment in January and taking an advantage her ex-husband, Kevin Federline got the sole custody of their sons, Preston and Jayden. That was a great loss for Spears. "If I wasn't under the restraints that I'm under right now, I'd feel so liberated," she says in the film, which follows the singer as she records and promotes her new album Circus. "When I tell them the way I feel, it's like they hear me, but they're really not listening."
Britney felt she was no more heard nor accepted by people as before. So she wanted to make this documentary. "I wanted to make this film because I started to feel like I wasn't being seen in the light that I wanted to be seen in," Spears said. "This is an opportunity to set the record straight and talk about what I've been through and where I'm headed." Overall, she says, "I think I've learned my lesson now, and enough is enough." Really she had gone through a miserable time and now she deserves happiness. Don't worry Britney, all will be well.
(Source: people.com)
